A new beginning

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2009-10-18T09:06:00.001-07:00

WOW. COMMON PHSYICS TO GO!!! LETS GOOOOOOO!!!! THEN I AM FREE FREE FREE!!!

2009-09-08T20:41:00.000-07:00

ok been a long long long time since i blogged. but since got no readers....so its pretty useless. ok shall cut it down :) and cut down on facebook too! cya

21-08-09

2009-08-21T04:34:00.000-07:00

Was walking home after school from the MRT cause i thought there was no bus. but then, there was! and it started to rain halfway back home. real poured! but nvm since CA was over didnt care and walked in the rain. Haha somemore the song Please Dont Stop the Rain by James Morrison started playing. Haha really made it fun. :)
random but yeah. thats how life is. must learnt to be happy from the little things in life. Smile even though you are suffering so that others smile when they see you are smiling.

Watched Hotel Rwanda for SS lesson. Was a pretty awesome movie. I nearly cried. Its a movie about racial violence and how it can bring about tragedy. this is protrayed in the manner of Paul, who is the manager of Miles Collines in SAbena and how he gives shelter to people and how he plays mind games with the people and bribes them. he has a clear sense of mind. he thinks on the spot. This was pretty much related to the violence in Northern Ireland and Sri Lanka. Usually we refer to racial violence as fighting between whites and blacks. but in sri lanka, its between the sinhalese and tamils, whereas northern ireland b/n protestants and catholics. you cant really tell difference between their skin colour. so what are they fighting for? shouldnt they be brothers? well, the problem lies in the people who labelled them tutsi and hutus for Sabena's case. they separated them based on their physical features. and then the belgians gave the minority the power and this obviously caused the majoirty feel unfairly treated so they once the govt changed they acted out by killing all the tutsis. the wanted to eliminate the other race. wiping it out completely.

ok. besides that. CA2 was pretty bad i guess. no idea what i did. i dont even remember the ans i wrote. even though i knew the right answer, i think i wrote the wrong thing. ah nvm. physics was too careless. no time to check. ah sian. this weekend will be spent chilling.

ok other than that nothing else.

cheers
dhruv

I'M NO SUPERMAN!

2009-08-14T09:14:00.000-07:00

Well, i m no superman. i am retarded.

wow. what a week. passed by like phoom. didnt realise how fast it passed by. well, as each day passes by, we come closer to CA and SA. and havent even finished revising. or started. really lagging.

lifes been a real bore. i am becoming more of a introvert. :) becoming more of myself. but realised talking too much in real life than online. so think its a good thing :) no more split personality. well, havent been able to sleep properly lately. i think its the bed or maybe i have been thinking too much about useless stuff. stressing too much about it.

but just got to stop. and get my focus right.

FOCUS! FOCUS! FOCUS!

Friday Night Lights

2009-08-10T05:26:00.000-07:00

Man this weekend was the best weekend ever this year? Watched movies :) And some really inspiring ones.
watched Runaway Bride, Friday Night lights, Kambakht Ishq, 300, Harry Potter 5.
But out of all these movies, Friday Night Lights was the best. It was about this School in texas, the football was the main thing that united the community there. by football i mean american football. all the physical force. they take it really serious. So this team had this one star player. and this team played around this star player and it was him that got them through the initial stages, but when he got injured, the team suffered a great loss. next game they came back. but it was not to be in the next game, in which they lost. but they still made it to the play offs(finals). Without their star player. everyone in that town had high expectations and expected the team to bring back the state title. but the other team was much bigger in size, stronger and smarter. their coach knew this and yet he had faith in his team. so when the day came, it was all about going out there and playing football. they were smacked, bruised in the first 2 quarters. but at half time, the coach said something really inspiring....i hope can show this our team. might really help us in our quest to bring glory to VS and ourselves. prove to people that we can do it. we must do it. we have had enough of losing. lose lose lose. got to change it. win win win. will do watever it takes to win. got to get the team together. play as a team. win as a team. give it our best, we got do everything we can, there wouldnt be anything else that we could have done. gonna give it all. for the first time. i cant do it alone. i need my team. i am gonna give my 100 percent. this something i really want from deep within. just wait and watch!

2009-08-06T04:15:00.000-07:00

woah! ANOTHER WEEEK GONE! LOVE IT!
BUT BAD NEWS!!! CA2'S AROUND THE CORNER!
OK so this week was spent recovering from sickness. *sighs*
ok i really miss the field. i always want to be on it playing. or at least fantasise about playing on it.
ok class blogs on :) thanks to Gordon:)
http://3baccalaureate.blogspot.com/
ok umm i hate safe search. cant watch movies online. all the site blocked. really pissing off. no form of entertainment.
Ok besides that, England are so going to lose the 4 th test. Brett Lee is coming back! BINGA! BINGA! BINGA! but still besides that ashes is so boring. no pietorson, freddie for 4th test, brett lee gonnna come back though so might be worth watching :)

ok i have found this really interesting thing about physics teachers, both of them make jokes and laugh at them. but being next to them makes me feel stupid. like they do the physics question like phoom...so easy! and i am like fuck it was so fucking easy....LOL! shall open my brain next time and understand.

ok umm nothing else to write. woah. life seems so much better without someone and somethings :)

2009-08-01T04:19:00.000-07:00

Qn. Can a girl and a boy be best friends without having feelings for each other?

My ans. yeah sure why not....wait not really...i am confused after watching Hum Tum...

haha wat a question....

nvm moving on....been listening to Sudhanshuji Maharaj nowadays. It really inspires me. He tells us how to live life. How to love god, hence love yourself. How to be good and do good deeds. You may name god in many ways, but in the end it all ends up to how to live your life, doing good deeds, living life in a good way. Living life to the fullest. Another thing i learnt is that you got keep doing your job and the results will come. cause as long as u are doing ur job, god will do his job. its all about how sincere you are.

ah ok too much spiritual stuff lately. but it has been good to keep my head off girls but then all it takes is one moment...

on MTV...

one song...

its all it takes...

TAYLOR SWIFT! OMFG! i think i have fallen for her...man but its like the childhood fantasies....as if i will get her...but no prob liking her rite?

27-07-03

2009-07-27T07:07:00.000-07:00

Well Monday was pretty tiring day. with bio, EM, Physics. then training which was not really training. pretty wasted. was too tired to even think of what to do.

We are Confirm going to PENANG :) haha i just HOPE people who leaving for IP dont go cause its not fair to those who staying and are gonna play next year. Why should they get to take advantage of VS's resources when they want to leave it? U may say once a victorian always a victorian, BUT its those who have graduated. not those who leave it half way. If you had wanted to go in the first place why come to VS and waste a place for another guy who couldnt make it. well make your choice. if your reading this, you know who you are. Anyways, its your choice. I wish all the best in your life. If you intend to stay, we will accept you with open arms, but if you intend to leave, good luck. nice knowing you and hope to see you around :)

besides this listening to Rob Thomas alot nowadays. Lonely no More :)
Now it seems to me that you know just what to say
But words are only words, can you show me something else?
Can you swear to me, that you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel, more than ever baby

I don't wanna be lonely no more,
I don't wanna have to pay for this,
I don't wanna know the lover at my door,
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more,
But you know I could never stand for this,
So when you tell me that you love me do for sure,
I don't wanna be lonely anymore

Now It's hard for me, when my heart still on the mend,
Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends
Can you sing to me, and it's harmony, girl what you do to me is everything,
Make me say anything, just to get you back again, why can't we just try?

I don't wanna be lonely no more,
I don't wanna have to pay for this,
I don't wanna know the lover at my door,
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more,
But you know I could never stand for this,
So when you tell me that you love me do for sure,
I don't wanna be lonely anymore

What if I was good to you? What if you were good to me?
What if I could hold you 'til I feel you move inside of me?
What if it was paradise? And what if we were symphonies?
What if I gave all my life, to find some way to stand beside you?

I don't wanna be lonely no more,
I don't wanna have to pay for this,
I don't wanna know the lover at my door,
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more,
But you know I could never stand for this,
So when you tell me that you love me do for sure,
I don't wanna be lonely anymore

I don't wanna be lonely anymore
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't, I don't, I know, I know,
I don't want to be lonely anymore

26-07-09

2009-07-26T06:30:00.000-07:00

People always hurt us with their trust. The surest way to hurt someone you like is to put all your trust in him

Well, another quote. How many times have people broken your trust? And it hurts the most and hurts where it hurts the most. it can change your life and usually changes it. Some people say they trust only themselves, but they say this only because someone must have broken their trust. and sometimes they cant trust themselves. So whats the solution? Never break someones trust. As simple as that. OR never trust anyone. Though you may say you trust them, but deep inside you, you should not cause when it gets broken, it does not hurt that much. Ok so much for the random crap.

Ok Friday had tuition@Bishan. (physics). Pretty tiring day. Had training first then tuition. Sian. reached home around 11pm. Wat a heck of a day.
Saturday- Cricket match. My debut for SCA Juniors. It had everything. 2 Wickets, 3 sixes of consecutive balls, good balls, bad balls. Like a filmy story. All emotions. Happy, Sad, shocked, thrilled. haha pretty interesting. But could have done better. It ended around 6.30pm. Reached home 8.30pm. Ate, slept.
Sunday- Cricket match. 2nd game. well we batted first. got to bowl 2 overs for 1 wicket. But my fielding was FUCKED! seriously. Dropped 2 FUCKING CATCHES! fuck. must go and train fieling. damn must work double hard on it. Bowling was ok ok. Couldnt get it on the off stump. usually outside. Must train my control of where to pitch the ball. Pretty tiring. Saw Sea of Red(liverpool supporters) walking to national stadium.

ok so that about sums up my weeked. Pretty tiring but got to learn about the game. but didnt get time to study of revise or even do HW. The coming week is gonna be a tough one. Shall fight it out. :)

Signing out,
Cheers,
Dhruv
x

23-07-09

2009-07-23T00:17:00.000-07:00

There's no believing in God...We either know God, or we don't.

another quote i came across from reading shantaram. pretty much logical and believable. We usually ask which faith you believe in or which god you believe in. But in actual do we really believe it or are made to believe in it without much thinking behind it? God for me exists because there are things around us which we cant find answers to. like how did the big bang come about? they just say it happened. but how? some particle caused it? how did the particle come about? if that particle was god, that means god is in us, we are part of god. it may sound illogical but sounds fair to me. so wats my purpose? well its just thats how religions come about. no offence to your religions and believes. they are there so that the human race does not go around killing eating each other. even if they were created, the person who created had one objective behind it, to unite the people. and see now, the human race has prospered so much. if not for these, we would still be living in jungles, killing each other.

sry about the random post :)
cheers
xx

Sometimes you got to fight, just so that you dont have to fight again

2009-07-21T08:10:00.000-07:00

Never Back Down awesome
The Hangover awesome
300 yet to watch
Harry Potter 6 yet to watch
Transformers 2 yet to watch
New York yet to watch
Kambakht Ishq yet to watch
well got many movies tht i want to watch...but no time :(

19-07-09

2009-07-19T03:26:00.000-07:00

Another day gone, another day lived, what did i learn? Theres more to life than just that. read some really good quotes online about life :) really got me thinking. and start living. just today had a convo with my parents about how to be happy. there were a few examples, like hearing what you want to hear and ignoring the rest. if someone says something to you, take in whats neccesary and let it go out from the other ear. like this you wont worry about what others are saying bad...only hearing the good stuff :) but one may say but thats not reality, but the life we live is a lie, this reminds me of the quote " the sane man is just a better liar than insane man", so it doesn't really matter. what matters is being happy and living your life to the fullest. and if someone insults it , its upto you to take it, like if someone gives you money and you dont take it, it remains with him, same with insults, the insult will come back to him.

Random but something different. a quote i read in Shantaram, "Indians are the Italians of Asia and vice versa. Every man in both countries is a singer when he is happy, and every woman is a dancer when she walks to the shop at the corner. For them, food is the music inside the body and music is the food inside the heart. Amore or Pyar makes every man a poet, a princess of peasant girl if only for second eyes of man and woman meets." this book has go to be the best read i have read. well still reading. :)

Fate always gives you two choices, the one you should take, and the one you do.
This might relate to many of us. How many times would/did you have to make decisions and didnt know which one to go for. but only after did we choose, we realised we should have taken the other path. I have faced that many times. example would have been choosing between schools after PSLE, had the choice of Anderson or VS. But i chose VS, but then sometimes i thought was it the right choice? but then events that take place in VS and i realised that this was the place to be. so the thing is to just go on the path you have chosen or taken and continue and you will find happiness :)

cheers :)
Dhruv

I AM BACK!

2009-07-17T02:35:00.001-07:00

Wow been months since i blogged. Ok since I am back, I shall use proper english. My life has been pretty awesome till now. Havent had those "shitty mood swings" or maybe will have them after writing this out. But who cares? Precisely, no one cares and thats why I have been feeling so awesome. But sometimes the HORMONES, come in and F*** up my life....

Music is currently my life. It seems to be my drug....every moment i am listening to music...on the bus, during recess, at home, while sleeping. If someone were to take music away from me, i dont know whether i would survive but sure find ways to get it! Finding out the phone is really pretty useless...dont need it at all....well at this age...an IPOD will just do fine :)

My studies have been pretty slack....havent really got over the holiday mood....my attention span in class is reducing...been pretty distracted...

sudden love of quotes has emerged....been googling for them....some are really meaningful and tell us life in a way that we can relate to...really awesome...

Life goes on...

2009-05-10T06:19:00.000-07:00

Lifes been pretty screwed up. Alot of things been going on. Bro is back from india. Besides that, exams have been pretty bad. Not doing well at all. Chem was SUPER DUPER HARD! SS is fail for sure....

Besides that Delhi is on top of the table in IPL! OH YEAH!

nothing besides that. haha i thought i would write something but i somehow havent been able to write much for the past 4 months....think havent been reading much...havent been able to express myself properly. not in proper words....undescribable feeling

Currently addicted to If TODAY WAS YOUR LAST DAY BY NICKELBACK! AWESOME LYRICS!

IAMSCREWED!

2009-04-29T05:41:00.000-07:00

I AM SCREWED!

Fridays! my LUCKY DAY!

2009-04-24T05:50:00.000-07:00

Friday is officially my lucky day! We won C div nationals floorball =)
Gave sports school a run for their money. 2-2. from what i heard daniel made an awesome save. Haha all hope was lost before the match as we had to win Sports school to qualify but then junying beat bartley to whom we lost and made it to quater finals!!!! OH YEAH! GO VS!

just read in the news Katrina Kaif is in SG!!! OMG haha...
besides that SA is 10 days and i havent finished revision....going to screw up badly....must not let it happen to other subs like it happened to hindi...ok besides that...umm i failed a physics test :(
i did not apply for Monitor council exco...too much responsibilities....studies, CCA. haha my time management sucks thats why i dont want too many responsibilities as i know i will screw up....with power comes great responsibility...

IPL: Delhi won against CHENNAI! =D haha havent felt happier! DANNY bowled awesome and de velliers batted awesome! ok thts abt it...

cheers and stay alive =)

2009-04-19T06:47:00.000-07:00

Well lets start off with bad news...
Screwed up letter for hindi and sandhi...
Bangalore upset Rajasthan. haha biggest joke...
Mcgrath didnt play :(
i have still not done my HW

Good news
dan vettori bowled awesome (=
i m still single
um not so much good news but yeah...thts abt it

ok besides that i think lifes really boring now. cant get proper sleep because of stupid bed so small...haha random stuff...

(=

2009-04-12T03:50:00.001-07:00

honestly i found confessions of a shopaholic boring. u may beg to defer but i felt i wasted my money. haha anyways SCA paid for it ;D

Well my sunday was spent sleeping (=

Went for guitar and then slept all the way till 6pm. MAN I GOT SOme revision to do. 7 Chaps for chem, bio, physics. DIE! and then got hindi exam next week... well i might work fucking hard for SA1 and enjoy after that or i may work hard but not properly and still enjoy after SA1. but the former seems more better cauz i wouldnt be stopped by my parents :D so where do i start?

hopefully IPL helps me stay motivated towards studying haha lol. GO DELHI DAREDEVILS!

Shall get back to revising for SA. if i dont do well, it will be the biggest turn off for me to work hard....

Cheers and stay alive (=

2009-04-11T05:26:00.000-07:00

this have been the 4 most hectic weeks of my life i have to say. it started of with national trainings. then the sec 3 camp. then the cricket camp and national trainings again. then u come back to sch u are taken surprise by events that ur not aware of. then the next week u leave for Tunku ja'far. a great learning experience for me. my debut for SG. after tht come back to sch to see that u missed out so much now u have to catch up. stay back everyday with the bloody flu killing u. then u find out u have SA starting in 24 days. u hav not even touched bio for 2 months and dont get a shit abt velocity time graphs and i am practically screwed for SA.

Into the night by Santana and nickelback RAWKS go check it out :D
and i Choose u by mario also nice

A new beginning

2009-03-20T05:20:00.000-07:00

Restarted blog as previous blog was a bad memory for me=D
starting a fresh.